Oh wow.

Omfg another person likes me. She's a tran. Her, er, 'his' ;) name is Danny her real name was Kimi but she prefers Danny or Daniel. He's really sweet and adorable. But right now he's taken, he's considering leaving her though. I honestly hope so. I'm not gonna rush and do the same thing I did with Tyler, I will get to know her first.

Whew what a week

My boyfriend and I are 'postponing' our relationship until we have a good friendship going. We aren't totally over, just taking it slow.

Fall break is here (thank god). What with this hectic week I need a break. I've had a benchmark in almost every class :P Might see a movie tonight but I don't know...

I feel so bad...

Band is eating up all my social life. My boyfriend waited a week to see a movie with meand now we have to wait until next weekend! I feel so bad, though he's told me not ti feel bad because his mom had something to do witha long distance relative but I still feel terrible.

Hm.

I've decided to start using my blog as a journal. I guess that's kinda what they're made for though huh?

ShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShitShit

Ok, so as you know I have a girlfriend (or you may not know, but now you do). I love her very much. But she's the only person I've ever dated, I have no experience in dating guys. And well, one of the guys in my geometry class told me today that he liked me and that he thought I was cute....and then I told him he was cute. I feel so dirty for that. I dunno, my girlfriend said if I ever thought about dating a guy then to go for it instead of living in denial but I don't want to hurt her again.

But this guy is really nice, and he doesn't think I'm fat and he's not frightened by my loudness (he calls it outgoing lol). I'm so confused...I'm scared I might like him.

Help. </3

Oh yesss.

OHAI THURRR. ITZ MAH BURRRFDAYYY.

Fuck. Just fuck.

Well we didn't make finals. Fuck. Apparently a lot of our freshmen didn't know that there'd be judges ON the feild. We also had a trumpet player fall down. Not all the way, just to his knees. Some playing issues, marching was pretty good though. I know this week is gonna be hell, but we WILL get better and we WILL make finals next weekend. If we don't, I'm gonna start slapping people.

Blogging again :)

Ok, so this week we have our first band contest!!! So fucking excited!!! We will be preforming at the Owasso Invitational Marching Contest on Saturday September 25th, and I KNOW we're gonna make finals!

If you HAVEN'T seen our band's performance, check it outtt:

The Tahlequah High School Orange Express: East of the Sun

Are we gonna make finals or what?! Lol if you look at the beginning the guy walking off the feild in the polo shirt is Mr. Fraizer, the fun band director.

(I do not own this video, if it didn't load properly or the audio is fucked, sorry!)

Green Day w/AFI tour pranks.

So I recently found this video showing Green Day and some of their friends dressing up as zoo animals and coming out on stage during AFI's performance as a prank:


Green Day pranks AFI.

Then, AFI dressed up and got back at them:Santa Claus??? O.o


Yes. It's exactly what you think lol. I would have to say this would be one of the downsides (if you don't like being pranked) to touring with Green Day. But AFI looked like they were having fun so it all works out!

The weekend is a gift...

First off, I couldn't blog all week because of the hectic week itself. I was running on five hours of sleep every fucking day because there was always something keeping me up past 11:30 the night before. We had to take descriptive notes for a descriptive essay every day in my last hour (English 2), which I fell asleep in...every single day. We were spending an entire week drawing and painting those goddamned feathers in Painting 1 (again!). Our food web projects' due dates were pushed to thursday. I didn't bother to work on my project...until thrusday morning. Boy I'm smart. Not. Either way, it looked kinda crappy but I got it turned in. Then friday night (last night) we had a football game which of course the high school band was going to. I really didn't feel like going but it's required so I pulled through and we had an amazing show!


And now that my rant is over, all I can say is....THANK LORD HAVOK FOR WEEKENDS.

MTV VMA Awards 2010

For starters I would have loved to see AFI on the VMAs. They totally deserve it. I did hear they made it to the VMAs in 2006 with DECEMBERUNDERGROUND though. Anyways, for all of you who didn't get a chance to see the VMAs, here's a quick summary of what went down:

Lady Gaga > Justin Beiber:

Holy shit! Gaga took home '8' VMA Awards!!!! Video of the Year (Bad Romance), Best Pop Video (Bad Romance), Best Female Video (Bad Romance), Best Collaboration (Telephone feat. Beyonce), Best Dance Video (Bad Romance), Best Choreography (Bad Romance), Best Direction (Bad Romance), and Best Editing (Bad Romance). I love Gaga, she's got to be the most creative person in the world! I love her insane outfits, well...except for her meat dress. Sorry, Gaga. Meat's not my thing. But hey, she did better than Beiber, which she kindly helped find the stage so he could recieve the award for Best New Artist of the Year. I dislike Justin Beiber. Sorry if you like him, but I like music from older, more mature people. Like Jared Leto! Speaking of Leto...

30 Seconds To Mars:

After making a stunning appearance on bikes, they won the award for Best Rock Group. I'm so proud of them. :)

Taylor Swift: "Mama! Kanye was mean to me last year so I wrote a song about him!"

I found Taylor's performance uninteresting. She is just whining about something a douchebag rapper did to her LAST YEAR. Let it go, girl. I didn't get to see Kanye's performace but I heard he also sang about her...(?)

Paramore:

Hayley Williams entered the stage first to sing the single 'Airplanes' with B.o.B. (Whose pants were sagging so low, I thought they were gonna drop dead to the floor! Jeez, buy a belt, boy!). After, she made her way to the other side of the stage where she joined the rest of Paramore and sang 'The Only Exception', their latest hit single. I am a fan of Paramore, and Hayley's epic hair. I enjoyed their performance, I loved the lightbulbs hanging from the ceiling. As for 'Airplanes', eh, okay song. I don't like it that much. I don't find rap/hip-hop an enjoyable genre. So I'd have to be neutral on the performance of that song.

That's really just the number one topics of what happened on the VMAs (sorry if this blog post was so late, I had it saved as a draft in my email but my mom has been quite the comuter hog since she got her Droid X...). Speaking of phones, when she got her Droid, my sister got my Samsung Impression and I got the iPhone. My mom did throw it at the floor once when she got made and fucked it up a bit but it's going to the shop tomorrow to be fixed. I'm very pleased with it. Blogging will be oober easier now.

So much for the weekend.

Well we didn't do anything over the weekend. Yesterday we cleaned out the barn and sat around the house all day. Today, I woke up at 11 and I'm still in my pajamas. My girlfriend told me she'd come pick me up and we'd go to Dollar Tree as soon as her mom was done at work. I love her, she's always saving me from boredom. I totally owe her for all she's done for me.

The weekend's almost here...

Whew. What a week. It actually seemed pretty long even though we didn't have school Monday. Oh well, that's behind us now! It's official: I HATE biology! I don't get it, it's just difficult. I was never a science fan anyways. I revolve around music and art. Although I hate painting with watercolor. It's too hard to mix colors and get the right one. I prefer acryllic paints, or whatever that is that the painting teacher has in her classroom. Anyways (getting off topic here lol) I have to create a food web. Not a food chain, nooo, that's just too easy. They want to torture us and make us create a food WEB. It consists of 5 food chains. Ughhh. We have until Monday and Tuesday to finish them and then we present them.

So, tomorrow we have our first home football game. I'm totally pscyhed for our halftime performance!!! We had a pep rally today, I honestly dislike pep rallys. They don't make me feel very 'pepish'. I think it's an excuse for the althletes to show off their muscles and the cheer/POM to show how much sluttier they got over the summer. As for band? Well, we show them how much more smarter we got over the summer and dominate them. I love band lol. We showcased our drumline for a bit, I had a spaz moment and screamed for them. Lol I had to make them feel appreciated, the cheerleaders were dancing to the cadences in their skimpy outfits so naturally all eyes were on them. I really love our drumline, they're amazing. It makes me want to learn percussion.

So now I'm at home, Lady Gaga stuck in my head, drinking Sprite (because it's 10:00 and my mom doesn't want me consuming caffiene at this hour lol) and my arm is killing me. Now that my rant is over...how has your week been? :)

All caught up!

Ok I'm gonna get it over with now. I'm all caught up with my blog again!!!! So happy!!! Do you know what this means? I spend the last few days blogging random shit no one probably cares about lol xD Sorry everyone. The posts will be more interesting this time instead of random shit... <3

What a day...

Well my girlfriend came over after school and we had a lovely time. We finally went to walmart, stil don't know about the fate of my computer...anyways. School was dumb as always. I go only for band and my friends. None of them except for two know where I live so it sucks ass. My head is pounding off the wall even after proper medication. Oh well.

 

Hey! This is the 11th post! One more to go until I've made up all 12 posts!

10 things I wanna do before I die:

1. Go on a roadtrip to the best vegan restraunts in the US.

2. Go on an AFI roadtrip when they release their next album.

3. Meet AFI.

4. Improve my drawing skillz.

5. Become an artist (Kinda goes with #4 but I don't care.)

6. LOSE WEIGHT.

7. Grow out my hair & dye it some random color.

8. Get a lip peircing.

9. Get over my fear of pain and get an AFI tattoo.

10. Move to San Fransisco.

Email Post [Test Run]

Hi! Ok, sorry. Just testing the whole 'email posting' idea. Just wanting to see if it works. Carry on. :)

Mobile posting...

Lol so I just set up mobile AND email posting for my blog! This is fun. At least now I can post stuff without my mom knowing!!! PS: she doesn't know I have a blog, and if she read it, she'd kill me. 1.) She's know about my 'naughty language'. 2.) She'd know I have a girlfriend.

So, blogging is gonna be sooo much easier for me now. Just thought I'd share that with you all. It's a very bloggy day today...

Only bad thing about mobile posting is I can't add a subject/title to my posts. Sucks. It doesn't bother most people but I feel like my blog is more 'organized' if everything is titled/labled.

Hey! I didn't know you could post from your phone! Technology these days. ;)

AFI All Gone.

When my laptop crashed all my AFI pictures were erased. If anyone here has some that they'd like to share, please send them this way...thanks.

So, my cake ended up being a chocolate mass with an avalanche of SPRINKLES. :D Chocolate makes everything better. My girlfriend is stopping by today to get her schoolbag and stuff (because we have school tomorrow, blech), so a hug from her makes everything perfect. I'm happy I decided to keep dating her, the other guys wouldn't have worked out. The first one was already taken when my crush developed and the other just got in a relationship. Sucks, eh? Oh well! They can't have my girlfriend! She's the bestest girlfriend in the wide whole world!!! :D

So how was everyone's Labor Day weekend? I'd love to rewrite my review of the weekend, but there's a peice of cake with my name on it...

Blog recovery process: Zero, Zip, Nada.

Well apparently there is no way to recover all my blog posts as of right now. I guess we'll just keep going. I mean, it's not that big of a deal, it was just 12 posts. At least it wasn't 1200 posts.

So anyways! Moving on! School tomorrow, blech lol. I'm making cake right now, yum.

Me: Do we have any eggs?
Sister: Yeah, but I don't know if you wanna use those...
Me: Why?
Sister: I heard there was salmonella going around in the eggs and I don't know if Mama got those before or after everyone said that.
Me: ..................we'll take our chances.

x3

Desperation and Headaches.

OK, so I guess I'm back to square one with my blog posts. Or square two, since this is the second post...whatever. Also I'm going to contact the blogger people and ask if there's any way to get my posts back. Cross your fingers...

Well I don't have anything to rant about, except for this headache I woke up with :P Nothing else to say here, for now.

FUCK MY LIFEEEEE.

Well first off you probably realize this is the only post on my blog. That's because fate likes to kick my ass and I accidentally deleted all my blog posts and have no knowledge on how to get them back. If you know how, please tell me. I'm so fucking upset right now. This isn't the only peice of bear shit life has thrown at me today.

1. My laptop has most likely crashed, we've been working on it for hours but we can't fix it. I'll have to use my mom's computer. Out of the safe zone of my room where I can say whatever I want on the internet without worrying about someone seeing.
2. My mom got pissed at me today because after seeing 'Vampires Suck' I forgot she was meeting me out front at nine and I left at eight fifty with a friend to the gas station and now she won't let me practice driving or go anywhere for a while.
3. This incident on my blog happened. I thought the 'Delete Blog Posts' meant 'Delete Drafts'. APPARENTLY NOT.

Therefore, I just wanna kick, scream, cry, and go to bed. FML.